{"id":190,"date":"2018-04-05T04:06:29","date_gmt":"2018-04-05T04:06:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/illiteratures.com\/?p=190"},"modified":"2018-04-05T04:06:29","modified_gmt":"2018-04-05T04:06:29","slug":"reunion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/2018\/04\/05\/reunion\/","title":{"rendered":"Reunion"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre>I lack the dignity you require from me.\r\n\r\nI lack the thoughtfulness of self-doubt.\r\n\r\nI wouldn't stay a moment here if I had to -\r\n\r\nBut I have to and that\u2019s my fault.\r\n\r\nI write the words that you want to hear \u2013\r\n\r\nat least I hope you kind of do.\r\n\r\nBut if you don't, I hope you will forget them\r\n\r\nas soon as they leave my mouth.\r\n\r\nI hope that all is forgiven here.\r\n\r\nMy guilty conscience expires\r\n\r\nand there's nothing I would do for you,\r\n\r\nI have my own worthless desires.\r\n\r\nI only pray for the worst for you.\r\n\r\nI pray that you will fall flat on your face.\r\n\r\nI hope I leave and never make it back here again,\r\n\r\nI hope I can completely forget this place.\r\n\r\nI know that everything will be going well\r\n\r\nonce you are in my rearview mirror\r\n\r\nI will be able to breathe again and all anxiety will rot.<\/pre>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I lack the dignity you require from me. I lack the thoughtfulness of self-doubt. I wouldn&#8217;t stay a moment here if I had to &#8211; But I have to and that\u2019s my fault. I write the words that you want to hear \u2013 at least I hope you kind of do. But if you don&#8217;t, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/2018\/04\/05\/reunion\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Reunion&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=190"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":191,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190\/revisions\/191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/illiteratures.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}